What.
Journal Entry: Sat Aug 9, 2008, 9:53 AM
- Mood:
Miserable
Well, well, hmmm...yes. I'm lost in life.
I don't have a job.
I HAVE a boyfriend, yet I don't get to see him ever and I often get the feeling he doesn't really care whether he sees me or not.
I honestly can't draw anymore.
I just don't know what's going on.
But that's all for now. Just thought I'd let you all know I'm alive, at least. Barely. <--(drrraaaaamaaa queeeen)
Ta-Ta..
Movin' On
Journal Entry: Fri May 23, 2008, 10:07 AM
- Mood:
dA Love - Watching: My So-Called Life
- Eating: Cadbury Dairy Milk Chocolate
YAY!! Sooooooooooooooo........ yes... about.. 9 more days til I move.
Nine
...
Very excited. Very scared. But mostly excited.
Okay, so, here's what I'm planning... I'm gonna save up for a laptop! then, a scanner. Those two things I will get done first. Hopefully before September
!! Then I can post my art for you guys again.. cause trust me.. there's a LOT!And then eventually, sometime in the beginning of next year, I should have a tablet!!
So, that's all for now. Not really a journal for anyone to like, comment on or care about. More like.. just me thinking.
ANYWAY!! See you all soon.
~
REMINDER
Journal Entry: Sun May 11, 2008, 3:34 PM- Mood:
Optimism
Someone will finally come around and begin to see things your way, at last.
Cancer
Goals and your sense of personal security are in a state of change now. The people who have been intimidating you lately have just as many flaws as you do. There is no reason why your confidence should drop so dramatically whenever they enter the room. Don't despair over the loss of something you never really wanted.
Wednesday, May 14th
Career and status are apt to be tough rows to hoe now, probably for reasons that are out of your control. Your motivation to work for the benefit of all concerned could result in major financial gain. Keep your ideals at the forefront when making any major decisions. After a hard day, take a well-deserved rest with your friends.
Dragon
Your long-range goals, life direction, or career aims come into focus now. You gain clarity or a stronger sense of purpose, which energizes your efforts to get ahead or move toward what you really want.
Excuse My FOWL Language!
Journal Entry: Thu May 8, 2008, 11:20 PM- Mood:
Homicidal
When people, fucking interrupt me. Like, I'm trying to fucking TELL you something, and you just fucking interrupt me and start talking about your OWN god damn thing!!??!! Like, what the fuck. Shut your fucking mouth for TWO fucking seconds!! It's not like I usually have anything to say ANYway! So when I DO have something to say, just shut the fuck up and listen please.
Also, when I tell you something, and I fucking mean it, and you fucking say I'm lying and you don't fucking believe me. That pisses me off to NO end. Like, what the fuck did I do to give you ANY fucking reason not to fucking believe me.
AND!! When people fucking accuse me for shit that I never fucking did. And keep ON accusing me, even after I fucking said "No. I didn't."
Like, what fucking reason do I have to LIE to you, about something so stupid and miniscule. Like, fuck. If I did something, I'm not gonna fucking pussy-foot around and try to make up some GRAND lie!
But then whats the point in telling you the truth anyway, if all you're gonna do, is fucking stand there and run your mouth off and accuse me and not believe what I'm telling you.
Unbelievable.
P.S. Sorry for the mega rant. No one will even know what I'm fucking talking about. I just needed to get it the FUCK OUT of my system!
So let's make light of things.
Go watch this. It amuses me..
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Note to Self:
Journal Entry: Wed Apr 16, 2008, 10:05 PM
- Mood:
Speechless - Listening to: Silence.
- Watching: My life running ahead of me.
What is the meaning to life?
I don't really know what the meaning is.. or what the point is really. The purpose.... but I think what people strive for mostly is just, to be happy, and comfortable. Am I wrong?? That's all I want. When you're happy, nothing else matters.
Do you think you know who you are?
Sometimes, I feel like, I know exactly who I am and exactly what I want and EXACTLY where I'm going in life. And then.. something happens, and all of that gets thrown out a moving bus and hit's the 150mph pavement and you go "oh... wait... where am I again? Did I take a wrong turn back there? Let me take a look at the map. Wait.... I don't have one of those."
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